Wednesday, July 18, 2012

But, you look great!

This has been a common statement I've heard from several people when I reveal my MS condition. What most people don't realize is that it's not an illness that presents itself clearly. What you can't see is what ails me:

  • Difficulty with balance
  • Loss of muscle strength in legs and arms
  • Flue-like conditions after each shot 3 times a week
  • Exhaustion 
  • Cramping and tingling in legs and feet
  • Inability to walk beyond a city block

Emotionally, it's the frustration of not being able to do the activities I used to love: riding bikes, golfing, taking long walks, running, skiing, exploring shops and sightseeing.

I've learned to adapt. I've learned to pace. I've learned to swallow the pain and fear associated with moments and tomorrow. But, in the end, I live with this new partner in my life, while still working to live fully in each day. Grace becomes a more pleasant companion, along with acceptance and hope for the future. After all, 'Tomorrow is another day...'





2 comments:

  1. You are so brave to face these challenges; please remember there are adaptive sports programs that enable people to continue the sports they love; like skiing! Abilities Plus is one such organization with ski progams at a dozen or so mountains! xoxo, Faith

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    1. Thanks, Faith. Tony has been telling me to do this based on your experience with Kyle. Maybe this will be the winter - with snow, of course;-)

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